An Evening that just went by. .

I m sitting near a beach.. On black rocks.. I can see sun setting down in front of me but on the horizon.. 

far away behind the enormous sea water.. There is just water and sand, as far as my sight can go..splashing waves.. hitting those black rocks.. Again n again.. Sea is on its worst ..i can see light beaming at the light house.. White pure beam of light.. cold gush of air hitting me as it is trying to tell me something..  I m just sitting watching the sun go down.. setting another day in my life...

This place bring some good feelings to me.. The gentle breeze touches me to give away my pain to her as it will take them with her.. The waves force me to wash away my worries... The sun telling me to get over with things from the past.. The black rocks never give up facing the sea..they lie there in the middle of the sea till the end of their lives..

There is a man sitting here alone ...somewhat far on the same edgy slope... silent.... Not talking..it seems he just want to ease off pains of his lives... Just looking towards the sea with expectations that it will help him heal himself.. Make him believe that he will be happy tomorrow.. There will be friends with him tomorrow.. Life will be more lively .. Even.. Not rough.. He will b able to fly ..like the bird he is watching .. flying around horizon deep in the sea.. Sea of freedom.. Breaking shackles of his rigidness.. His fears.. His worries for the  future.. His regrets from the past.. And do whatever he ever wanted to do in life.. With risking it all..  And not even worrying of what may happen.. 

For I have seen how sad can time make u sometimes.. That your heart aches every night when u go to sleep.. It cries for help.. Not to hit it with a knife everyday.. N feel like listening to loud songs to cut itself from environment around himself.. To find some solace from the everyday sadness.. N for once b happy.. May b for the first n last time after this sad phase.. Smile from within.. Without grudges.. N just keep smiling.. :-).