An Evening that just went by. .

I m sitting near a beach.. On black rocks.. I can see sun setting down in front of me but on the horizon.. 

far away behind the enormous sea water.. There is just water and sand, as far as my sight can go..splashing waves.. hitting those black rocks.. Again n again.. Sea is on its worst ..i can see light beaming at the light house.. White pure beam of light.. cold gush of air hitting me as it is trying to tell me something..  I m just sitting watching the sun go down.. setting another day in my life...

This place bring some good feelings to me.. The gentle breeze touches me to give away my pain to her as it will take them with her.. The waves force me to wash away my worries... The sun telling me to get over with things from the past.. The black rocks never give up facing the sea..they lie there in the middle of the sea till the end of their lives..

There is a man sitting here alone ...somewhat far on the same edgy slope... silent.... Not talking..it seems he just want to ease off pains of his lives... Just looking towards the sea with expectations that it will help him heal himself.. Make him believe that he will be happy tomorrow.. There will be friends with him tomorrow.. Life will be more lively .. Even.. Not rough.. He will b able to fly ..like the bird he is watching .. flying around horizon deep in the sea.. Sea of freedom.. Breaking shackles of his rigidness.. His fears.. His worries for the  future.. His regrets from the past.. And do whatever he ever wanted to do in life.. With risking it all..  And not even worrying of what may happen.. 

For I have seen how sad can time make u sometimes.. That your heart aches every night when u go to sleep.. It cries for help.. Not to hit it with a knife everyday.. N feel like listening to loud songs to cut itself from environment around himself.. To find some solace from the everyday sadness.. N for once b happy.. May b for the first n last time after this sad phase.. Smile from within.. Without grudges.. N just keep smiling.. :-).

Everything We Do Make A Difference

There was a man taking a morning walk at or the beach. He saw that along with the morning tide came hundreds of starfish and when the tide receded, they were left behind and with the morning sun rays, they would die. The tide was fresh and the starfish were alive.

The man took a few steps, picked one and threw it into the water. He did that repeatedly. Right behind him there was another person who couldn't understand what this man was doing.

He caught up with him and asked, "What are you doing? There are hundreds of starfish. How many can you help? What difference does it make?" This man did not reply, took two more steps, picked up another one, threw it into the water, and said, "It makes a difference to this one."

What difference are we making? Big or small, it does not matter. If everyone made a small difference, we'd end up with a big difference, wouldn't we?